I have to say this…

I feel so lonely since a few days.

Well, I felt lonely before but it got better and I really thought people would like me. But right now it seems like everything I’m doing is wrong. They just hate me for everything I’m doing and I feel like even my best friends hate me. 

I feel so lonely in a crowded room. 

I’m going to meet some of my friends tomorrow and I already know that I’ll be the lonely. I wish I could lay in bed the whole day without talking to anyone and just lay by myself and think about all the things I’ve done wrong. But I promised my friend that we’ll drive together to our other friends so I’ve to be there tomorrow.

It’ll be a nice day with all my friends who probably hate me.

They wouldn’t care if I won’t be here anymore.

 I always believed that it would get better but it doesn’t. They already ignore me. So they’d all be better without me.

Bye.